Vague

I never saw myself here. It's been a weird week. A Lot of realizations all in a rush, all at once. I'm not sure what I want to say if anything at all... I guess this blog is just for sorting out thoughts, it's just so scary that its so public, if anyone actually reads this thing ever anyway.

A lot of songs lately completely embody how I feel... I'm not going to reveal those either, but that's why I love music. It's helped me in my darkest times and illustrates perfectly how I feel when I can't express it. Music has been there for me even when everyone else has bailed. Musical lyrics are my life. I can pinpoint so many turning points in my life from a single song.

As vague as this post is leading to be, I will say that I feel a page turning. I feel I'm getting smarter and starting to move forward into the life that I want. Change is painful, holy crap is it painful. Change means dealing with whatever issues (good or bad), facing them head on, and meeting them with action towards jumping over that hurdle.

I'm not sure what else I want to say. Just that life is quite unexpected.